i realise st is not what it used to be.
i miss those times when jester,jun,kanising,rajan,lali were still at bqt.
at least there isnt any favouritism or unfairness.
and i only hate chandra at that time.
now i hate almost every one of the am.

most of all,i miss working with my frens and colleagues who used to work there.
now everyone has left and im the only one left.
now i understand why everyone wanted to leave.

i miss the times when we just stand around and chat and laugh with anyone.
and its really anyone.
now,most of us just outcast the newbies and even boasting them around.
minding our own business and doing only what we are suppose to do.
being selfish,pick-and-choose staffs,bad gossipings,bootlicking...

its really sad to see that everything is not what it used to be.
and the saddest of all, you have to change yourself to accommodate the situation.

im starting to feel unhappy at work.
especially when i see favourtism.
and especially when it comes to dickson's function.
cuz he hates me and i hate him.

the only thing that keeps me going is the pay that im getting at the end of the day.
if not for the money,i would have left now.
baby keeps me accompany too but sadly,he is the one that everyone favours.
and im left alone. :(

artz,come back to keep me accompany!hehe.